7.25.2004

always confused or am i?

just back from taiwan (well... a week ago today to b exact), but, first blog since i've returned tho! anyhow, i'm back, now i'm in a flurry of hurry to mk a decision about what to do again... i gave notice to my landlady, who's only giving til end of month to move out (plus n minus a few days) here's my delemma... i love pasadena, but it's expensive, and m looking for a place to perhaps buy (little place) tho tht takes time. i can move into a very inexpensive cute space in west hollywood for 680, 1 bdrm 1 bth, all to myself. or move into a share in pasadena, cuz my own place there wd cost about 1000 or so. crazy eh? considering it was so cheap to live ther only a few yrs back! during all this, i need to work on catalog deadline... my other option then is to move my stuff into a frnd's extra room for now til i get a chance to settle in later on in sept.? or even later...
what to do? i kno i won't b able to find a place to buy so quickly, but will it b a yr? cuz the hollywood apt is a yr lease.
dude, all these rambling thoughts in my head i just wanna sweep it out so i can think straight on my design work.
o well.
i will think about it all later?
or the decision wl b made somehow.
hopefully by chance.
it's my emotive vs logics fighting ea/other here.
wait n c who wins-la.

7.06.2004

many of me

i wish ther's many me's. 1 to live in taiwan, spend time w/my sister and work with her. 1 to live in the states w/my family there. 1 to work for my dad and put his life's work together as a book and such for the world to share. 1 to do my own work and 1 to travel around the world, and hang out w/my friends all at the same time.
ther's so many projects to do, to put together.
m i greedy or what?

many of me

i wish ther's many me's. 1 to live in taiwan, spend time w/my sister and work with her. 1 to live in the states w/my family there. 1 to work for my dad and put his life's work together as a book and such for the world to share. 1 to do my own work and 1 to travel around the world, and hang out w/my friends all at the same time. m i greedy or what?

7.01.2004

typhoon mandulay

ther's a typhoon crawling its way here to taiwan, CRAWLING i say cuz it's travelling at 15km/hr. hmmm, dat's very unusual. it gives ppl the greatest fear cuz it's still a destructive typhoon, n it's taking so long to get here n might outstay its welcome and create a lot more damage.... no good. on top of all ths strangeness in weather, it's causing record heat in central taiwan, 39.9 degrees celecius! man, can't hardly ever imagine a heat such as tht., but imagine 110+ F n 100% humidity, not a pretty sight nor nice smelling ppl around, yuck!!!!
hmmm, dozing off again.
but here's a foto of the storm brewing....